- Location:bracelet
- Mood:
enthralled
ok last time we spoke I was livid cuz my bf wanted to be a girl.
We talked it out and he want's too look girlish and still be a boy, no prob with that <3
I told him I'd Ryan Ross him, I think he liked the idea.
Another Migraine headache to bring an unholy start to the a.m.
My step-father had Salmonella in his blood and was in the hospital down in florida, he is better now,taking ciporofloxin , still no clue where he got it from. My Thanksgiving is that he is okay!!!!
We talked it out and he want's too look girlish and still be a boy, no prob with that <3
I told him I'd Ryan Ross him, I think he liked the idea.
Another Migraine headache to bring an unholy start to the a.m.
My step-father had Salmonella in his blood and was in the hospital down in florida, he is better now,taking ciporofloxin , still no clue where he got it from. My Thanksgiving is that he is okay!!!!
Yeah my bf wants to become a girl....not a big deal? Well it is to me..cuz immabitch!
If I want a girlfriend I could get one anyday but it's painfully obvious at least to me that i don't, yes I would still love him, this goes back to my 'Bodies on Hangers' post. It's selfish for me to stand in the way of his personal fulfillment so I won't but here I go getting hurt when I thought my heart was so totally covered in bubble wrap as not to even move let alone get broken.
i thought I was covered in armor, with a gun, behind a fortress when in fact I was a newborn pale skinned baby without sunblock lying directly under God's magnifying glass

If I want a girlfriend I could get one anyday but it's painfully obvious at least to me that i don't, yes I would still love him, this goes back to my 'Bodies on Hangers' post. It's selfish for me to stand in the way of his personal fulfillment so I won't but here I go getting hurt when I thought my heart was so totally covered in bubble wrap as not to even move let alone get broken.
i thought I was covered in armor, with a gun, behind a fortress when in fact I was a newborn pale skinned baby without sunblock lying directly under God's magnifying glass

- Mood:
anxious
Imma addict, I'm Gay, in a long distance relationship, only have online friends.......TRAGIC!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish guys were better communicators ,we just avoid, let stuff fix itself by letting stuff "cool off" this cooling has put my heart into Deep Freeze, where is Sharon Stone and her ice pick when you need her?
Gonna have edward Scissorhands make an ice sculpture out of my ice crystal covered heart
i wish guys were better communicators ,we just avoid, let stuff fix itself by letting stuff "cool off" this cooling has put my heart into Deep Freeze, where is Sharon Stone and her ice pick when you need her?
Gonna have edward Scissorhands make an ice sculpture out of my ice crystal covered heart
- Mood:
cold
I have an eboy-friend he lives in the land of Oz somewhere over the Rainbow flag where Blue Blokes fly, why then o why can't I....visit him?
Thank god for eboy and email and cyberchat and pornofic and cybersex, otherwise I would be way too lonely
Thank god for eboy and email and cyberchat and pornofic and cybersex, otherwise I would be way too lonely
- Mood:
amused
| You Are a Coy Flirt |
![]() You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. |
- Mood:
pensive
| You Should Be a Social Worker |
![]() You are deeply caring and empathetic. You are able to take on other people's problems as if they were your own. Sensitive and intuitive, you understand human emotions well. Helping others gives you the most joy in life. You feel like it's your purpose in life. You do best when you: - Have a lot of responsibility - Greatly impact someone's life with your work You would also be a good philanthropist or stay at home parent. |
- Mood:
calm
My friend has gone to the beach with his friends to wade, too cold!
Wow this was a waste of space it was so random....just proof i'm alive i guess.
- Mood:
apathetic
Our souls are the same, looking for LOVE,for VALIDATION.
Why can't we choose our bodies like we choose our clothes....
who do I want to be today, scrutinizing our wardrobe of bodies,
I want to be skinny, oh here's my skinny body, I want to be Masculine,I want to be feminine,I want ......whatever I want I could find in my closet.
Would this not help us feel comfortable? Would it solve any of our problems? If we are ok in our spirits, why can't we choose, must we die to be free of our shackles? If this were paper the ink would run with my tears, a journal full of black rain stain.
Why can't we choose our bodies like we choose our clothes....
who do I want to be today, scrutinizing our wardrobe of bodies,
I want to be skinny, oh here's my skinny body, I want to be Masculine,I want to be feminine,I want ......whatever I want I could find in my closet.
Would this not help us feel comfortable? Would it solve any of our problems? If we are ok in our spirits, why can't we choose, must we die to be free of our shackles? If this were paper the ink would run with my tears, a journal full of black rain stain.
- Mood:
distressed
Yes I would go drag if I could give him a lapdance
- Location:Bed
- Mood:
horny - Music:Duh





